'Cause i'm just one of those ghosts, traveling endlessly

Just a few things I'd like to get to kickstart my summer...

went over to my friend's today after school to help with a project. a bunch of friends were there and we had a great time.
it made me realize how much i miss my friends. i need to start being with them more. i really miss them.
 
have a half day tomorrow.
& a bunch of homework to do over the weekend.
gonna work my butt off and have EVERYTHING caught up by monday.
 
i've been having a bunch of migraines lately,
not fun.
 
okay so here's a {pretty long} survey I'm gonna fill out before I go to bed.
1. When was the last time you swam in a pool? last summer
2. Do you like to party? not really
3. If your ex suddenly kissed you right now, what would you do? push him away
4. Are you a virgin? yes
5. What are your parents views on se.x? after marriage
6. If you ran into your current boyfriend/crush in 10 years would you marry them? i have no idea O.o
7. Is your best friend dating anyone? no
8. Describe the shirt you’re wearing. It's a grey crop top with a dark grey tree outline
9. Do people who wear Hollister and Abrerbrombie every day bother you? not them.. just their clothes..
10. Could you go out in public without wearing make-up? yeah
11. What is one feature that you don’t like? my skin.
12. Would people describe you as happy? probably.
13. Are you single? no
14. Does it bother you that pretty much every survey you take asks if you’re single? not really
15. Do you have Tumblr? illogicaldesires.tumblr.com
16. What about Xanga? no
17. Have you ever babysat before? yes
18. Is there a teacher who you absolutely hate? no
19. Ever shopped at Sephora? no
20. If your current boyfriend/crush suddenly moved away what would you do? try long distance
21. Do you have any university plans? no
22. If your best friend revealed she was a homosexual, what would you do? what would that matter?
23. What are your views on s.ex? with someone you love.
24. Do sexual questions bother you? no
25. Would you rather have s.ex with your boyfriend or break up? that depends. like, if he was asking me that.. like... "have s.ex or breakup" i'd be leaving him.
26. Have you ever dreamed about your wedding? not really
27. Does it bother you when people TYpe 1yk dis’? Nd stuff? yeah
28. Do you delete pictures of you and your exes off of Facebook? no
29. Would you ever date a friends Ex? i doubt it
30. What’s the last book you read? looking for alaska
31. Ready for 10 simple questions? sure
32. What is your last name?
33. What grade are you in? 11
34. What school do you go to? the local high school
35. Summer, Fall, Winter or Spring? spring
36. Favorite Color? idek
37. Are your parents together? no
38. Any siblings? half & step sisters
39. Favorite subject? writing
40. Least favorite subject? math
41. Favorite song? too many
42. Okay. Simple questions are over. Happy? sure
43. How many friends do you have on Facebook? i don't get on fb that much
44. Ever been requested by some old guy from another country? no
45. Have you ever googled yourself? yeah
46. Have a Formspring? no
47. You’re offered free tickets to a Justin Bieber concert. What do you do? give them to someone
48. Would you rather spend the day at an amusement park or a water park? amusement
49. Been to Disney world?no
50. If someone posts their status “9 Inches :(” do you know what they mean? could mean a number of things
51. Ever had a boyfriend? yes
52. Ever had a huge crush on someone who still doesn’t know? yes
53. Have you done something in the last week that you regret? don't think so
54. Ever drank alcohol? sip of champagne or two?
55. Know anyone who’s currently doing drugs? yes
56. Ever watched The Hills? no
57. What about Jersey Shore? yes
58. Ever called someone a slu.t? jokingly
59. What do you think of short shorts? whatevs
60. Does it bother you if people swear around you? no
61. Have you ever gotten an A in a subject? yes
62. What about a B? yes
63. And a C? yes
64. How about a D? no
65. Ever plagiarised? no
66. Would you consider yourself popular and outcast or somewhere in the middle? middle
67. Are most of your friends older or younger than you? yes
68. Ever been stabbed In the back by a close friend? not really
69. Do you think it’s immature when people laugh at the number 69? whatever floats your boat
70. Ever watched P.orn? no
71. How many laws do you think you’ve broken in the past month? i dunno
72. Do you wake up with an alarm clock? some days
73. Do you prefer Wednesdays or Thursdays? thursdays
74. If your school had a Glee Club would you join? no
75. Ever performed in a talent show? no
76. Have you ever cried in public? yes
77. Do you have a favorite between your Mom and your Dad? no
78. Would you audition for a reality talent competition? no
79. How many celebrity crushes have you had? 2
80. How many non-celebrity crushes have you had? i don't know
81. Name 5 male celebrities who you think are attractive. can't
82. Name 5 female celebrities who you think are attractive. can't
83. Ever been compared to a celebrity? yes
84. Have any embarrassing pictures on Facebook? every picture of me is embarrassing
85. Do you think spending 20$ on Lip Gloss is a waste of money? yes
86. Ever used Opinionated? whats that
87. Do you have a favorite store? not really
88. Would you ever wear Flare Jeans? idk
89. Do you own jeans that aren’t skinny? yes
90. Have you ever worn the same outfit twice in one week? no
91. What’s the longest period of time you’ve been away from school? like 2 and a half months
92. Do you google abbreviations you don’t understand? sometimes when its used a lot
93. Does it bother you when people have cats as their profile picture? no
94. Own a pair of converse? a few
95. Is there a teacher at your school who has obvious favorites? yes
96. If yes, are you one of them? yes
97. Do you text in class? nah
98. What brand of jeans do you wear the most? idk
99. At what point do you think sizes are “Plus Sized?” Most magazines say 10. Do you agree? i don't know. i don't really like the phrase "plus sized" it's just a number.
100. Do you want to lose weight? no, want to firm up.
101. Ever seen a therapist? yaeh
102. Ever watched p.orn? no
103. Ever purposely ignored a text? yeah
104. A facebook message? yeah
105. A poke? yeah
106. A friend request? yeah
107. Would you say you read into things too much? yup
108. Is your best friend more likely to be the one suggesting something stupid or refusing to do something stupid? some refuse some suggest
109. Do you have a “fun friend?” (A friend who you have tons of fun with but you never really have deep conversations?) yeah
110. Ever been called a bully? no
111. Ever purposely hurt yourself? yeah
112. Ever gone to church? yeah
113. Would you call either or your parents screw ups? no
114. If you turned out exactly like your Dad would you be pleased? not really
115. What about your Mom? no
116. Let me guess… You have brown hair? naturally.
117. Already know what you’re being for Halloween? no
118. Do you still go Trick or Treating? no
119. Ever liked someone WAY older than you? no
120. Does it bother you when people have really loud conversations on the bus? YES
121. When you have sunglasses on, do you stare at people? no
122. Ever had a credit card denied? no
123. What’s the last movie you watched? sweeny todd
124. Last TV Show? idek
125. You see your Ex making out with one of your friends. What do you do? ignore it?
126. Ever been called a w.hore? no
127. Ever sang the national anthem? yeah
128. Ever made yourself throw up? no
129. Have you ever kissed someone who wasn’t your boyfriend. no
130. Are you Cute or Gross? blah
131. Does it bother you when people say “LOOK HOW MUCH YOU’VE GROWN!” not really
132. Can you say intelligent things around the guy you like? yeah
133. Ever had the lead in a play? no
134. What about a solo in a concert? no
135. What kind of a student are you? pretty good
136. Worst grade you’ve ever gotten with a Letter? C
137. Worst grade you’ve ever gotten with a number? 70
138. Ever had a crush on a teacher? no
139. Would it bother you if you found out that your mother was pregnant? uh yeah
140. How late do you sleep in? depends
141. Do you edit your profile pictures before posting them? no
142. Be 100% honest. Do you have any friends who are uglier than you? no
143. Do you believe in all that inner beauty crap? yes
144. Would you consider yourself a good student? yes
145. Does it bother you when Surveys ask “Did you like this survey?” no
 
tired now, goodnight<3
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love you guys.
146. Salty, Sweet, Sour or Spicy?
147. Are you going into High School this year?
148. What about Junior High?
149. What is one thing someone could say to you right now that would make you cry?
150. Where did you find this note?
151. Last question. How many unread messages are in your phone?

this is terrible, i'm so sorry ohmygosh..
just haven't made a set in a while and thought i would say hi and that life has been going really well for me lately for the most part.
it's just been... good.

I'll probably still be adding on until summer actually begins c;

In this collection;
-anxiety
-depression
-stress relievers
-self harm/alternatives/self love
-being yourself
-sleep
-etc.
 
No particular order.
Up to page 100 of my set likes.
Credit to tippers ♥

In this collection;
-playlists (not including workout playlists..)
-instrument tips
-band/artist suggestions
-websites
 
Up to page 100 in my set likes.
&credit to the tippers xx

I like A LOT of tips, and never really seem to use them.
Hoping some organization will help me out, cause there are some great ideas out there xx.
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In this collection;
-exercises
-playlists
-workout clothes/diys
-healthy recipes
 
In no particular order, sorry.
Up to page 100 of my set likes.
&credit to all the wonderful tippers out there.

ignore.

An about me ♡
I may add on